Thursday, January 14, 2010

Day 6 - Untitled

Today was supposed to be an ugly rainy day. It turned out it was actually sunny all day and the weather was really nice.
So I wanted to go to Santa Cruz again to see the sunset..But I got kind of lazy and just decided to stay home since I've been going out practically everyday now.

We ended up grabbing dinner with a bowl full of heads at 99 Chicken.
Khanh, Kenny, Maobei, Alex, Anthony, Anthony's 2 cousins, Anthony's friend, and Mike..
LB and Don showed up after to watch the hang over. So tonight was a pretty entertaining group of people.. No photos today.. Too busy having a good time :]

We watched the Hang Over after dinner, which must be like my 15th time watching this movie so I was actually pretty bored haha. But no worries, everyone else seemed to have a great time.

Tomorrow the plan is to go to Santa Cruz and San Fran to check out the beaches and the San Fran Zoo, so stick around for some photos. Pretty excited for tomorrow though.. My days are almost over here =(

PS: I found my new dream car while at 99 chicken today. Audi R8.
It is the sickest car I have ever seen. It's suuuuch eye candy.


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I've been trying to work on my music vigorously but I'm getting frustrated. I can't progress and it's all starting to sound bland. I've been listening to a lot of bands recently to get an idea of how to progress songs, which part should go where, and what I should do to add some detailing within the song to make it nice. But it's all starting to blur. I'm getting agitated... .. I'm determined to work hard on this song, it means a lot to me.

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I'm really hoping that when I get back to San Diego, I'll find myself more complete and less of an empty soul which I left with originally.. I feel of course, my problems are still here and they still haven't left and I am struggling ever so deeply with them, still. I just wish these depressed feelings would just leave. I've forgotten what true and authentic happiness feels like. But, maybe this is my niche. I've never found myself to be such a happy person, maybe it was a well needed vacation.

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