Day 7 - See You In Awhile...

Today's plans for the San Fran Zoo were skewered. The Zoo closes at 4pm and we left the house at 2pm, so it was way too late. Plus I felt extremely tired from the late night prior.

So the new plan was just to visit Santa Cruz Cliff one last time to take it in and watch the sunset again.

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Arrived just in time, and it was gorgeous.. absolutely gorgeous. Here's some more pics.

This is a picture of a sand-painted jelly fish, it looks pretty awesome..How did someone even do that?!

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This could be the last time I see this spot for awhile, so it was bitter sweet. My mind seemed to clear a lot in that place.. . My eyes opened up to a lot of things, and finally for once I felt like some sort of weight was lifted off my shoulders. I felt free and I felt like THIS was a new start..

But when I left, feelings subsided and I fell back into the depressed state again.

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I'm trying my best..

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after tonight I realize how it will be like when I return to San Diego.. I am really going to miss true friends here in Nor Cal. I don't want to go back to my normal life, I will be miserable, I know it..But I gotta keep strong. Block it all out.

I don't like how my life is turning now. Without any sunshine in my life, I am going down dark paths. I don't want it this way, but sometimes life comes with surprises.

It's all about DSR&R now.