Day 8 - Nearing to an end

mmm... My days in San Jose are nearing to a close end.. I had a lot of fun today, and for once I forgot about my problems for awhile. It was such a nice feeling, it wasn't a feeling of happiness, but of neutrality.

So what did I even do today.

Woke up and grabbed brunch with Khanh and Anthony at Pepper Lunch.

I worked on my song some more today and I think its getting closer to it's completion. I am proud of where this song's direction is headed.

For dinner; Mike, Khanh, Kenny, and Maobei joined Alex, Anthony, and I.

We had our home made korean bbq on Khanh's George Foreman grill. Apparently that grill sucks out all the fat from the meat and leaves you with fat-free meat. Yum. Dinner was good! It was fun to cook our own stuff too! Thank you Khanh for the grill! Thanks Mao and Anthony for getting the supplies. =)

Khanhieee =)) <3

Lots of ribbies

Khanh cooking for us.. thank yooou

Khanh's awesome facial expressions =)

After dinner, we lounged at Gumbo Jumbo, or something like that. Dom worked there so we decided to just keep her company while she worked. Plus, I wanted Coffee to compliment my ciggies. It was a nice swell time. Had really good company tonight and it was really enjoyable. I love these guys.

Mao, Anthony, Mike.

Khanh's Deer Headlights face.

And now, It's 4:14 am. Late Night poker. I am burnt the hell out.

Tomorrow is Maobei's birthday party, and I don't know what is going to happen.

But as for right now I'm going to sleep. I am dead.

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My mind goes crazy. I am going down such bad paths, I'm making terrible decisions. I am okay with it because I still respect myself in some sort of way, but the thing I'm most scared of is you finding out. I hope to god you aren't seeing this, I hope to god you won't see this, I hope to god that you won't see ME like this.

Maybe this path im going down is necessary.